Rest in Peace

I tried

And I tried

But lord knows you can't get

People to do what you want them to

You lied

And I cried

Over and over and over again

Till we gave up, till we both caved in

(Now you're gone, nobody won x?)

We gave up, till we both caved in

I coulda picked up the phone

I shoulda finally let you know

I didn't want it to end like this

If I'm honest I could see

This coming from a million miles away

I shoulda made my peace with it

Time flies

Felt right

Been years since I heard your voice

Felt so good when it was my choice

So I

I'll get by

Trying to remember the good times

The ones I worked so hard to forget

I'm still angry, I'm still sorry

Wish that I could tell you that

I coulda picked up the phone

I shoulda finally let you know

I didn't want it to end like this

If I'm honest I could see

This coming from a million miles away

I shoulda made my peace with it

So why didn't I

Ever make it alright

Should have said something

Something when I had the chance

No, it wouldn't fix

All the mending and the splits

The mental punches and the kicks

We threw

But it would be better than this