I don’t know what you’ve been told

I may just come off a little cold

I seem to be just fine

But nothing's right in my mind

Nothing’s right in my mind

Something you’ll all see in time

The walls are closing in

And I can’t seem to find a way out of this hell

Take a look at myself

And all I see is that kid

Made myself into a bigger man

But I’m just a slave to what I’ve done

It’s all setting in that I am the reason for this

But I just can’t seem to make this fucking stop

I shut out the guilt

No matter the cost

The failings the loss

This hole I can’t dig myself out of

More salt in the wound

Nothing can rip out these bitter roots

Deep within my soul

(Below,below I know)

The blame takes hold

Where I go I pray there’s a reckoning brought upon the ones I’ve hurt the most

There is no peace, no solace for those I’ve scarred

No redemption

No amount of pain can mend the bridges I’ve burnt along the way

Guilt,shame it’s always a part of you no matter how much you think you’ve grown or how many times you’ve forgiven yourself

It keeps you up at night knowing that you can never right your wrongs

That someone out there is hurting because of you

It makes you wonder will you just do it again

I can’t be freed

From the hell that I have made

(It torments me)

Let me drown in peace

I just can’t seem to burn the page