Let me in

No!

Don't deny me

Let them see

Walk in the room

Open the blinds

Let that light in

Open my mind

Realize

What will I find

Thinkin' I'm fine

I don't know

Where to go

They don't see the load that I hold

On my shoulders

Never show this laundry that I fold

I put it up in the closet lock it

Never let it out

The pain and doubts that fill this house

Invisible clouds I breathe in my lungs

Reachin' for air

But it pulls me down I try to

Let the passion take over

But the boulders closin' in on my hope and its holdin' hostage the spot I'm in no stoppin' it I

Can't see past the pain

The moments take over my memories every day and it's chippin' away

No control of emotions I notice that all I control is the look on my face

But even that's starting to fade

Look deeper for strength

Hoping to fight

But I don't find a trace

My life is a darkroom

And I look at the pictures and they start to show the

Reality of the hearts of the people around me

So I try to go now

Dig deeper into my past

Moments of happiness pass

Why didn't they last

The reasons they crash

Let em' have my faith

Now I gotta get it back

So let's take a trip

Into my mind

All they really wanna see is all a lie

What's on the line but

They don't understand

I say I'm fine

They think I'm fine

Put on that mask

Show em' what they want

And give a smile

If I'm bein' honest my shoulders holdin' more than I can take

It's gettin' heavy just a little longer get through the pain

Maybe I'll be ready

It's all comin' out lets bring it to the surface

The only place I feel safe is behind this wool curtain

So tell me now

Where do I go

Cuz this heart in me

Yeah that's turned to stone

Thinkin' I cant hurt anybody if I'm alone

But that's the darkness speakin'

Tyler

Don't let go

Cuz the Lord has plans

This book is not finished

There's still so many chapters that have to be written

The people need you now more than ever to make a difference

It's time to show your pain

So they know they're not alone in it