Selfish
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Selfish è stato pubblicato il 24 ottobre 2025 da Neighbourhood come parte dell'album The Boy Who Played the Harp
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Video musicale
Video musicale
Crediti
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Dave
Vocals
James Blake
Vocals
Jonny Leslie
Programming
Jo Caleb
Programming
Matheus Lodewijk
Synthesizer
Josh Smith
Drums
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
James Blake
Songwriter
David Orobosa Omoregie
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
James Blake
Producer
Santan
Producer
Jonny Leslie
Recording Engineer
Jo Caleb
Additional Producer
Josh Smith
Recording Engineer
David Wrench
Mixing Engineer
Joe LaPorta
Mastering Engineer
Testi
[Verse 1]
What if I'm selfish?
What if I'm the reason behind it?
What if I'm overprotective with family because of how mine is?
What if I'm jealous?
Maybe that's what's making me nervous
What if my effort of pulling you closer pushing you further?
What if I'm selfish?
What if the reason they call me the greatest
Is also the reason that me and you living on different pages?
What if I'm too much?
What if I settled and I didn't fight?
What if my fear of doing it wrong's the reason I haven't been doing it right?
What if I'm selfish?
What if the kids just wanna be kids
And don't want to live in and out of the news
And chill
And don't even wanna be rich?
And what if I'm so self-centred
That I don't even realise what I could miss?
And what if I'm—
What if I'm falling in the abyss
Maybe it's—
Yeah
[Verse 2]
Maybe it's dark
Maybe it's day
Maybe it's too many nights in L,A.
Look at the house
It's sorry it's still
All of the feelings we hid in the hills
Maybe it's you
Maybe it's me
Maybe the media or the provoking
Gave you my heart, I laid it bare
Funny you went and you poked it
What if it's better with me out the way?
What if it's better with me out the—
Like, what if it's better with me out the way?
What if I'm poison?
What if I'm cancer?
What if I'm dangerous and I'm wild?
Look in my eyes and seeing a child
What if he's broken?
What if he's scared?
What if he's ostracised and vilified?
See, peace is just an illusion
Ain't got a home, I live in confusion
What if I'm selfish?
[Bridge]
Forever, forever, forever
I manage the symptoms forever
You can love how you want
I know to give is no loss
But can you settle for second?
And let go of your idea of heaven
I know it's a lot
But it might be all that I've got
I wanna throw myself in
Snap off the mask
I want a clown that sings
And a love that lasts
And I wanna escape away
Go with you to the parish
I wanna give you my life
Or at least something to cherish
But what if I'm selfish?
[Verse 3]
I done a lot of things I regret
Like announcing our split on a text
Don't know why, but I still buy gifts for my ex
Watching her stories to see if she checks
I'm a mess
I don't know if my head's in the game
She told me don't mention her name
I'm suggesting the same
I'ma get through the pain
Wanna see the sunshine, gotta get through the rain
Bag full of trauma I left on the train
I'm ashamed for the days that I said that I'd changed
I'm a cheat
Sat in a therapist's chair, crying like a baby in the middle of, ah, Harley Street
Like I'm fighting a sickness that I can't beat
I'm disloyal
And then I go mad
Reflection telling me I'm just like my dad
Then this white woman telling me it ain't so bad
Middle of my sentence she cut me off like
"Sorry, David, we don't have any more time"
The appointment till 4:00 and it's 3:55
Bro, I feel like she wouldn't even care if I died
Man, I tried all this therapy shit
Man, I tried all this therapy shit
Bro, I know
Wouldn't even say I'm depressed, but I'm low
In the Grosvenor Casino in Edgeware Road
I've got too many sins to atone
And a voice in my head like:
At this point
Like, at this point where you should have been rich
Like, at this point, where you should have had kids
Like, at this point, should have built you a life
Like, look around you, don't you feel you're behind?
Like, look around you, don't you feel you're behind?
Like, look around you, don't you feel like—
Like
[Outro]
What if I never find love?
Don't know if it's scarier, the thought of us two together
Or being alone
I'm so used to being alone
What if I'm somebody nobody wants?
What if I'm damaged
Or what if I waited too long, and I'm old?
I mean, what if I'm cold?
I mean, what if I cut off the hand that I hold?
I mean, what if I'm rapidly spiralling
Tired and jaded
Or what if I'm faded?
Or what if anxiety's growing inside me
That I might've left all my best years behind me
Or what if I'm scared as I touch 27
That you don't appear in my idea of heaven?
Or what if I'm
What if I'm
What if I'm selfish?
Written by: Dave, James Blake


