The thorns of your words are still sticking into my heart

All the words of expectation toward me sound like curses now

The words from your mouth

All of what you gave me

I disposed of everything

Don’t count on me

I don't want to disappoint you

I know that I'm not perfect and not enough for you

Your words are sinking me to the floor

I don’t want to make excuses anymore

Whatever I do won’t change your world

That's why I trudge along with my head down, never look forward

My real life is the opposite of what I figured

I’m leaving many things I want to forget

I couldn't give back anything to you

I'm still making you feel so sad, and I can't laugh at all

The fallen leaves on the streets have been swept away

I cover my ears, and the world is turning to white

I know this world is not made up of only meaningful things

But I still want to be a piece of something with meaning

Whatever I do won’t change your world

That's why I trudge along with my head down, never look forward

My real life is the opposite of what I figured

Your words still drift through the winter sky

Every step feels colder than the day it all began

I can't move forward, but I can't stay where I am. And the wind keeps carrying me somewhere I can’t see

Still I wait

Whatever I do won’t change your world

That's why I trudge along with my head down, never look forward

My real life is the opposite of what I figured