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why I exist
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why I exist è stato pubblicato il 13 gennaio 2026 da Esotera come parte dell'album hey, i died again.
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Data di uscita13 gennaio 2026
EtichettaEsotera
LinguaEnglish
Melodicità
Acousticità
Valence
Ballabilità
Energia
BPM160

Crediti

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Esotera
Esotera
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Rowan Perodin
Rowan Perodin
Lyrics
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Rowan Perodin
Rowan Perodin
Producer

Testi

I’m way too dark for the white shows,
But I sing too slow for the black shows
Body not shaped like a bottle
But I’m still too much for them to swallow oh oh oh oh
My skin carries the weight they never can
My spine, it bends but never for a man
I guess it’s how it’s always been
I guess it’s why I exist
Let em judge, let em talk, draw em in
Let em stare, let them wonder where you been
Let em copy off each other, let them blend
They gon all have to learn in the end
Light em up, shut it down, then go do it again
Let them whisper in the dark, let em spin
Keep it real, be yourself, don’t pretend
They gon all have to learn in the end
They gon’ all have to learn in the end
They gon’ all have to learn why I exist
25 years of tears on my pillow
Spent about 20 of them staring out the window
I spent way too many years doing what other people want, I am done
Now I’m listening to my heart for once
Now I’m set free chains undone
My mind carries what they don’t understand
My hands, they hold what never had a chance
I guess it’s how it’s always been
I guess it’s why I exist
Let em judge, let em talk, draw em in
Let em stare, let them wonder where you been
Let em copy off each other, let them blend
They gon all have to learn in the end
Light em up, shut it down, then go do it again
Let them whisper in the dark, let em spin
Keep it real, be yourself, don’t pretend
They gon all have to learn in the end
They gon’ all have to learn in the end
They gon’ all have to learn why I exist
Let em judge, let em talk, draw em in
Let em stare, let them wonder where you been
Let em copy off each other, let them blend
They gon all have to learn in the end
Light em up, shut it down, then go do it again
Let them whisper in the dark, let em spin
Keep it real, be yourself, don’t pretend
They gon all have to learn in the end
They gon’ all have to learn in the end
They gon’ all have to learn why I exist
Written by: Rowan Perodin
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