I had to play mah part

I knew that from the start

I prolly couldn't get that far

I prolly couldn't get that far

And now mah bed is stained

I noticed that was where mah head was layin last night

We talked abt this love I never had right?

Was a bad lie... but I keep cryin over you

(If it ain't love then what the fuck is this?)

Like what am I supposed to do

Last night, you talked about those boys you used to have right?

And now I'm scared cuz I don't wanna be that guy

No I don't wanna be that guy

Don't wanna be that guy, oh mah gah

Don't wanna be that guy

Dont wanna be that guy

Please don't see me as those guys, as those guys

I'm sorry that I lied

I wanna fuckin die

It's not mah fault that you made me fuckin lie

Cuz I can't lose you, cuz i can't lose you

But either way I knew I'd have to say goodbye

I guess I meant it at the time

Thats not enough for you so what's the point in tryin

I'm sick of cryin,

I'm fuckin sick of all the things I had to hide

Tell me why

Please don't forgive me, I wish that you thought I was dead

I'd be better if I was like not in yo head huh

I'm goin to hell cuz u made me do stuff in mah bed and I couldn't repent cuz I knew you'd get fed up so I js pretended,

But fuck, I'm embarrassed, I liked how it felt shi

I liked how it felt shi

And baby you know I've been selfish, please don't forget shit

You say u need me, this shit is depressin, you've been so helpless

Baby I just want the best for u

Lately I've still been replyin cuz you can't go quiet so I begin textin u

When will you get it through

Listen to all of yo friends, they know I ain't helpin you, oh no

(Oh no)

And I think, some point I needed you but now I just can't be with you

I know you think it's- huh huh, I know you think I'm leavin soon

I know you think it's- huh, think it's hard when I can't sleep with you oh

I know you're waiting for me, I know your days been lonely

Girl you pushed your friends and now you're scared cuz I can't stay for more weeks

I cant fake a story

I know I started this so you can go and blame it on me

My mommas gettin pressed,

She keeps on lookin at mah _, I keep on gettin checked

I think I need some help, I think I need some rest

You keep me up at night, I realised I was not prepared

And it's my fault and I can't blame you cuz I started shit

I just couldn't keep up with my time and all these promises

Realised soon enough that all my feelins were just thoughts and I've been lost cuz I could

Never think myself, you had me locked, you chained me down, you had me-

Last night

When you callin, I'm back, when you want it im back, I was sayin like-

last night

Got a collar, I'm sat, not allowed to feel bad, I was sayin like-

last night

You talked about those boys you used to have right?

And now I'm scared cuz I don't wanna be that guy

No I don't wanna be that guy

Don't wanna be that guy, oh mah gah

Don't wanna be that guy

Baby know that I've been tryin, not enough so I can't lie

Why not walk up out my life? I've been trynna make my mind

I cant force to fake a smile, it's been heavy on my mind

I've been steady all my life, wasn't ready, you want try

Wasn't ready, you confided oh

♫

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