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HIDEOUS
Hip-Hop/Rap
HIDEOUS è stato pubblicato il 9 gennaio 2026 da Impulse Records come parte dell'album ODIUM
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AlbumODIUM
Data di uscita9 gennaio 2026
EtichettaImpulse Records
Melodicità
Acousticità
Valence
Ballabilità
Energia
BPM85

Crediti

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Benjamin Burnett
Benjamin Burnett
Rap
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Benjamin Burnett
Benjamin Burnett
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Benjamin Burnett
Benjamin Burnett
Producer

Testi

Ben, you made this
You say I'm hideous, incapable of finding love
No matter what I do you say it's never enough
You say my face is dangerous
I'm losing trust
Now I'm fucking up the club every night
Going downtown to get drunk every night
Cause you hate me and my stupid fucking smile
Maybe I'd be better off dead, not alive
Maybe it'd be better if I never saw the light
In my room all the time, I can't help but to cry
I need God to come down and please help me with this fight
Cause I got demons running around in my head carefree
Every time I'm outside, people looking at me
What's the point of this life if it's treating me like shit
Couple beers in my fridge, I get lit when I feel
Turn up the music, fuck with the presets
Baby, I need you to come grab the wheel
Cause I'm fading away from reality
Fuck having worries, I've been in my motherfucking feels
My family worry about me, I could give a fuck if they love me or not
I be sitting around all day, just trying to make money and get rid of the pain
I'm trying to get lit, no time to worry about my problems
Shit in my head is pulling me down, then picking me up
These people I love don't know what the fuck is up
Studio sessions, recording my motherfucking feelings
I put in a song and they tell me it's good
I been writing and rapping, don't know if I should keep going
Just put on a smile and wave
I don't know if this shit is enough or if I'm a slave
To my own knowledge, I write in my journal every day
I be thinking about my next steps in a way
Compelling or not, Ima put it out there to the public
Don't care if they love me or hate me
Ima keep going even if it's corrupting
Even if I lose it all to the conflict
You say I'm hideous, fuck it I'm delirious
Never felt shit like this, it's not that serious
So caught up in happiness, haven't had time to be villainous
Crying to this song for the darkness
Twenty years down, how many left till I lose it
How many left till I choose to
Break down and see the end of my future
Is it cold or hot? I need to know soon
I need to know, I need to know
You say I'm hideous, incapable of finding love
No matter what I do, you say it's never enough
You say my face is dangerous, I'm losing trust
And I'm breaking, holding back tears
You can see it on my face
Let's just talk about the way that I feel
We can talk for hours, spill the beans on me right here
Is it okay if I'm right here
Just need a moment to be sad with you right now
I feel your pain like we going through the same thing
So do you still think that I'm crazy
Do you think I'm shady
All because I've been looking bad lately
I'm a mess, yeah, I know what I did to make you hate me
So what can I do to be loved
I know I'm bad, please forgive me love
I've been feeling so goddamn stuck
You say I'm hideous, incapable of finding love
No matter what I do, you say it's never enough
You say my face is dangerous, I'm losing trust
You say I'm hideous, incapable of finding love
No matter what I do, you say it's never enough
You say my face is dangerous, I'm losing trust
Yeah, I'm losing trust
Hideous, yeah
Written by: Benjamin Burnett
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