It's February eightth, and this will be my last time recording at

Castle Boulevard in this special place I call home, because today

My family's being evicted due to failure to pay a rent bill

Is that real

Look, I grew up here, since 15 I done seen and heard shooters here

Fell in love with the sound of the music here

Made some friends and know some that just disappeared

Broken family, leaving with broken tears

Came in happy I'm leaving unrecognized

Had to face what the struggle had left behind

Every time that I look in my mother's eyes

I don't know who to blame or to empathize

With the fact that I'm feeling unqualified

To make change in my young adult life

Can't complain I was eating bought every night

I got older, emotions got colder, this second employment neglected a stable life

Had me questioning how can I be a man for my family if I'm not the one to provide

Mind you I just turned 21, my brain don't develop to 25, man

I wasn't 18 shooting guns I had borrowed a camera to shoot it right

I'm a living statistic but I know some **** who died forever immortalized

So I won't be a victim to petty crimes

I'm so close to the street I'm a stop sign

I'm on top of the green like turf lines

In the field trying to get my sack right

Last second audible play hikes

Had to change the way I attack

I know if I get the block right

I'm 75 with the quarterback

We gon move but I'm gon circle back

U-Haul packed from the front to the back

My whole life in the box get it wrapped

Put my whole life on a beat get it waxed

Lie it down but I'm speaking in facts

Background is the truth you can check

My parents are two legal immigrants, I'm the youngest of multiple kids

At some point they went numb to the debt

They ain't know just how deep it could get

They ain't said 'Son I'm proud of you" yet

I don't think they even know they even know they effects

Of being way too emotionless not validating nor showing intrest

To the fact that I'm doing my best

They don't know that I'm really the best

Guess the world gon show them the rest

Hope they hear me before they see caskets

On the real I still love them to death

Disconnect is just a misunderstanding

I wanna buy my momma a trip

Spin a globe pick a place on the planet

With no worries finances in check

Don't stress ma please don't panic

My name cash, it's gon stretch, money trees aren't getting planted

Family tree gon grow and bless

Kids and the less fortunate

Megacorps and billionaire techs gon get Luigi Mangione next

For capitalists malpractices, no hesitation we won't resist

Till we get what we deserve

I don't think you know the pain endured

I don't know if you have heard

Cowboys can gather the herd, giddy up

I'm moving closer to the city, turn the city up

We downsizing and I'm still on the city bus

I'm out rhyming everybody and don't give a fuck

Cause I've been rapping tryna keep my spirits up"Where's the talent?" but they ain't really hearing us

But if you do turn your motherfucking speaker up

My right foot on the gas and I'm easing up

My left foot up they ass no shit huh?

I'm bout to move but I still turning people up

In the trap I ain't stuck na I'm freeing us

It don't matter where I go I'm bout to run it up

Can't forget where I'm from or how I'm coming up

Recording with a snotty nose yeah I'm sick as fuck

I believe so I know God believe in us

Snotty nose I'm recording and I'm sick as fuck ****

I love you Castle Blvd, I'll never forget the memories I had growing up here

Thank you