All of these scars / They�ll stay here forever / How much more can my heart take? / It�s broken and severed / If I surrender this fight / Would that change the weather? / A storm lives inside my brain / It feels like November // I�m living with a poltergeist / Tryna find its way into the light / I�m holding onto all these lies / Gotta fight for them to stay inside my mind / I can�t keep it together // Oh I�m lying here wide awake / Hoping I could explain myself / Overthinking my mistakes / Trying hard not to hate myself / I don�t know another way / I�m losing my faith / I�m losing my faith // I try so hard / To keep it together / Feels like I�ve gone insane / There�s way too much pressure / I don�t know why I can�t back down / There�s something inside my heart telling me I like it // I�m living with a poltergeist / Tryna find its way into the light / I�m holding onto all these lies / Gotta fight for them to stay inside my mind / I can�t keep it together // Oh I�m lying here wide awake / Hoping I could explain myself / Overthinking my mistakes / Trying hard not to hate myself / I don�t know another way / I�m losing my faith / I�m losing my faith