You got me hesitating with my statements

I doubt myself, I'm scared to sound manipulative

In the face of your manipulation

Day after day, another trial on my patience

Every night, another tribulation

Like 2020, it was clear, the signs were truly blatant

The love you felt, that shit was faking

The cap was in your DNA, no Marvin Mason

Anxiety on a high, I'm steady pacing

Realistically, we couldn't make it

You Koriand'r, I'm supposed to be Grayson

Said I'm a Dick to you, but you the one who constantly fading

Partially comfortable with this, the other half couldn't face it

I had to lose you just to find myself, I'm back to the basics

I know I hurt you, but you hurting me

You told me I did you the worst, so I can't really understand how you've been worse to me

Black magic, the dark realm, you left a curse on me

I put my soul to rest with rhymes just like a nursery

You got me, you got me, you got me, you got me

You got me hesitating, you got me

I'm scared to fall in love with you, I can't-

You got me, you got me, you got me, you got me

You got me hesitating, you got me

I'm scared to fall in love with you, but if I do, I'm never doing that shit again

So what we fighting for, can't understand, this wasn't in the plan

You wanted everything I had, I gave you what I can

I was only 16, shorty want a man

You got it from somebody else, that **** was a fan

That **** doing what I do, but he inadequate

I'm staring at the clock just like a rabbit

Honestly, I shouldn't dwell upon this shit, but it's a habit

I never said this before, but now I'm free, I feel like I should let you have it

Told my **** what you did and had em chuckling behind my back

12 was watching me, they scared that you would get attacked

Making false reports, you trying to say my shorties tryna pack

Had me posted up behind the bars before I ever rapped

I'm patching up a bunch of scars because I never cracked

Had me on my lows, I lost my drive and I ain't get it back

Karma come around, it's looking for you shorty, that's a fact