I've been stuck in my head in a hospital bed

But lucky I'm here, I was possibly dead

My lung was in trouble, was dropping some hints

I have trouble caring, it's obvious when

I continue to spiral while people go viral

But I don't aspire to meet God just yet

Been trying to know him, and trying to show 'em

But one thing I've learned is you can't force a hand

So Imma keep breathing

Imma keep breathing

(Inhale, exhale)

I'm back at my desk and man, I got a reason

To finish my album and fucking release it

I need a second but people keep reaching

If they don't quit buggin' me, Imma cease speaking

I understand it's a time for impeaching

They preaching but suck and I'm sick of the leaches

I ask 'em for privacy, they just want piracy

Is that the policy of a good friend

I don't know the difference cause some people rooting and fakin'

And some that just wish it would end

Man, I feel like my vein, I can't blow it again

My blood looking Scarlett and burgundy, crim

Son of a lover, but I'm independent like Trent

And I can't end up gone cause no wind

And maybe I'm smoking too much

Mm

Maybe that's it

And maybe I'm drinking too much

Well

Bingo again

Or maybe it's nothing and maybe I'm trippin' and I need to grow up, quit acting a kid

Or maybe it's factors I'm not in control of and none this actually matters a bit

I guess we'll keep on chugging

I'm in the front with the meter running

The bong ripping, got the beaker bubbling

Surprised what you find when the seeker doesn't

Maybe stop looking

And stop trying so hard

And maybe start hiding your scars

And maybe you take what's important and keep it the closest

Instead of just buying new cars

These people are fake about it