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Trauma
6
Hip-Hop/Rap
Trauma è stato pubblicato il 23 marzo 2026 da Second2None Studios come parte dell'album Middle Of Nowhere
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Data di uscita23 marzo 2026
EtichettaSecond2None Studios
LinguaEnglish
Melodicità
Acousticità
Valence
Ballabilità
Energia
BPM77

Crediti

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Colin Swan
Colin Swan
Rap
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Colin Swan
Colin Swan
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Colin Swan
Colin Swan
Recording Engineer
Sioné Malamala
Sioné Malamala
Mastering Engineer
Encore
Encore
Producer

Testi

Ay, he was just like you, tryna find himself
Just a kid, bout to be a man in this violent world
Social anxiety got him living by himself
Tryna look for guidance, but his idols were all high as hell
So he follows suit, packs a cone and choofs a session
Went and found a group of friends, that he took as brethren
But his friends were crooks, and he's bout to book a lesson
That the world don't give a fuck about his good intentions
He was always just a little different from the others
But the others saw the difference, so they whisper and they mutter
That he's weak, he ain't fit to be a brother
He's a freak, and he's out of depth, mixed with all these nutters
Cause he's never had a father figure, so he's tryna fill the void
With a pipe, pill, or joint, fucking dealer's choice
Tryna make his way in life, but he's still a boy
And lately he can feel the poison slowly kill his joy
Till one day his brothers called him up to tell him
That the fellas got some news, from some felons that they knew
For a deal on some heroin, if he invested all his savings
He'll make triple if you sell it, then these bitches'll be jealous
Well, it fell over the top, but he took out all his cash
And then he drove to the spot, cause he trusted his bros
And when he got there, they were waiting like a standard meet
But before he knew it, someone snatched the bag of green
While another smashed his teeth, till he fell down in a battered heap
He felt them stamping on his leg until they snapped it clean
And then they joined in on the bashing while he scratched and screamed
And that's when everything just turned into a blackened screen
I don't even have the strength to fake a smile, it's trauma
I'm screaming but I don't wanna make a sound, it's trauma
Numb to the pain when I'm breaking down, it's trauma
Never felt worthy, can't make it out
Months in the trauma ward from their ruthlessness
Where he met a girl that was beautiful but rude as shit
Recovering from broken ribs that she got from some abusive prick
So he took the risk, and they bonded over music and just stupid shit
When they got out, they dated and it felt nice
Like finally, he belongs to something that just felt right
Cause he felt like no one could help him with his self pride
Frozen in time but this girl might be the one that melts ice
Cause she's such an open book but he reads her wrong
She's got trauma of her own, not trying to lead him on
But the closer they get, the more she panics and needs him gone
She felt the need to cheat on him before she's cheated on
Paranoia's got a hold, so she gets dramatic
She don't know how to end the passion, so she ends up passive
It just sends her ratchet, it's not actually her fault
She automatically defaults, to defensive tactics
And so the ending was near, after just spending a year
Living together, he's coming home from a better career
Couldn't wait to step in the house like"hello my dear"
To his missus, get some kisses then just relish a beer
But he opens the door to his girl butt naked with another fella in here
Fucking on the table spread, didn't make it to the bed
Guess the message is clear
It was easier to hurt him than to tell him her fears
But what he did next, she wasn't expecting
Grabbed the fork from the table, and it's one in the chest and
One in the neck, and he was done in a second
Bitch you're playing with fire, what the fuck did you reckon?
I can never trust someone to give a damn it's trauma
I feel like I don't belong and ditch my friends it's trauma
I can never love another bitch again it's trauma
Yes I act like nothing's wrong and just pretend it's trauma
The judge gave him 20 like they knew well
And so he shared a cell with a pervert who raped two girls
The first day he greeted him like"ain't you swell"
Eventually did 12 for his crime, now he's out in a strange new world
Prison tried to convince him his life is valid
But his fire hasn't been extinguished, he's a fire hazard
And feels like his life's been fucked by an iron phallus
And now he's got a fucking grudge on the entire planet
And these days he needs no reason to be slick
Every girl he met, he'd tease em and just lead em on a stick
No interest in her, other than just feeding her a dick
Thinking a bitch is a bitch, so he treated her like shit
Cause now, it seems fucking people over was his new profession
All that time inside, thinking how they took his blessings
And so everyone he meets bout to book a lesson
That the world don't give a fuck about their good intentions
I know heaven won't accept my heart
I can't see no future can't forget my past
When it gets that dark, and so I guess I'm stuck
Another cycle of trauma ends a fresh one starts
I know heaven won't accept my heart
I can't see no future can't forget my past
When it gets that dark, and so I guess I'm stuck
Another cycle of trauma ends a fresh one starts
Written by: Colin Swan
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