What if I just never started picking up my phone and recording

Would it have been easier for me to feel at home in my skin

What if I just stopped and hopped onto a train, I’d call me a traitor

I wish I could go back in time and choose a path under the radar

A quiet life in the forest, so quiet I could hear my thoughts think

A garden and a wooden cabin

Some days a fox comes to visit

No pressure to always do great, no pressure to not put on weight

A place where all I am is enough because I can’t compare it then

I feel like a bad person dressed up as a good person with a bad fashion sense

It’s like I have two ears but there ‘s nothing they can hear ‘cause my head just stopped

making them

Two eyes that cannot see all the people who see me

Breaking their heart when they speak, breaking mine until they leave

What if I just never started picking up my phone and recording

Who would I be

I am so small, I don’t matter the least bit

Act like a best friend but don’t even feel like a person

What if I, what if I, what if I

I’m just a child who tosses and turns

I’ll never understand the way the world works

The world works

The world works

The world works

The world works

The world works

The world works

The world works

I feel like a bad person dressed up as a good person with a bad fashion sense

It’s like I have two ears but there ‘s nothing they can hear ‘cause my head just stopped

making them

Two eyes that cannot see all the people who see me

Breaking their heart when they speak, breaking mine until they leave

What if I just never started picking up my phone and recording

Who would I

Don’t think I’ve moved my face in a week

LOL pour me out I’ve forgotten how the world sounds