Where do I go? What do I do?

I need to decide, just somethin' to choose

I'm begging you God, just tell me your view

If I don't know me, then I can't know you

I've been thinkin' about life and stuff

Meditatin', lightin' up

Consider my place in this life we love

Wonder where I fit in the skies above

I've always questioned where I belong

Beyond this music, beyond my songs

How do I know that the map I've drawn

Outlines the path I need to be on

Yea, I'm in reflection

Spending time in introspection

Huh, got answers pendin'

I don't know what's the right direction

Why can't I learn my lesson?

I keep fucking up every time I'm tested

Gotta a lot of questions, and they need addressin

But God keep leavin' me guessin

So I know the only certainty is uncertainty

Yea it occurred to me I gotta learn to be

Stoic and own it and open to opportunity that's new to me

Truthfully, that is my own advice

But when I'm left to my own device

I never listen, I pay the price

Watch the decisions I make crystallize into ice

Where do I go? What do I do?

I need to decide, just somethin' to choose

I'm begging you God, just tell me your view

If I don't know me, then I can't know you

Verse 2:

Clearly I'm not as special as I thought I was

Otherwise I'd have no trouble gettin' all of the buzz

Big plan, no chance and I can't adjust

Feel my future slippin' under me and into the dust

Man, where are all the agents that be callin me up?

Yea yea, it's bout marketin' your image and stuff

Get a hunnid different strangers that be jumpin' in the club

Nowadays I guess that just isn't enough

How you do it when you know nobody giving a fuck?

How the fuck am I supposed to feel other than stuck?

While knowing that the number one reason while people will make it in life's none other than luck

It's like I'm lookin for a path but they ain't leavin' no crumbs

Like I'm runnin' on the track and I'll never be done

Like I'm lost in the woods, all I got is my hood

And the hope that a good kind of answer will come