Staring down at this ledge

My heart beating out of my chest

And these city lights look bright at night

But there is darker thoughts in my head

It gets hard when you get on edge

Stepping off so I can let it go, and go help you out if I'm dead

I know you don't benefit from this stress (Sorry)

I don't like me, and I don't know why

Been upset for a very long time

I got things inside my mind that I don't let out, I just say, "I'm fine"

And I got friends that I'm not friends with no more 'cause I feel like we fell out of line

And I make money off of all my feelings, but somehow they don't understand my lines

What a world I live in

I mean more when my timeline's killing

I show up, and I make you smile

And it's all okay, 'cause my online image says, "I'm fine," but I'm really dying

And music to me is way more than my feelings

So I open my window and climb to my roof and tell you that I've been

Staring down at this ledge

My heart beating out of my chest

And these city lights look bright at night

But there is darker thoughts in my head

It gets hard when you get on edge (Yeah)

Stepping off so I can let it go, and go help you out if I'm dead (I'm dead)

I know you don't benefit from this stress (Yeah, sorry)

Do you miss me, Pops? It's been a long time

There's not one day you ain't been on my mind

Without you here, didn't think I'd be fine

But I miss you, dog, wish we could rewind

Back in 2012, I was at your house, I had a whole lot I didn't say

But I miss you more, so it don't matter

Rather hold it in 'til my grave (Sorry)

Maybe if I had a parachute, then I wouldn't feel so hollow

I'm stuck inside of my yesterday, can't even think about tomorrow

It's cold outside, I don't wanna die

I took all the time, I can't borrow

I don't like the pain, but I'll suffocate if it means the end of my sorrows

Now I'm

Staring down at this ledge

My heart beating out of my chest

And these city lights look bright at night

But there is darker thoughts in my head

It gets hard when you get on edge

Stepping off so I can let it go, and go help you out if I'm dead (I'm dead)

I know you don't benefit from this stress (Sorry)

Sorry, sorry, sorry