Been tryna make it out

But with the things are looking I don’t know if there’s a point

I take a look and all the situations

Bleak

I question my position

But my brother had to tell me

Don’t be out here looking puzzled

Like you ain’t the missing piece

Can tell I’m losing hope

He know me better than I know myself

So now im dropping the excuses

I’ve been saying it’s fatigue

They try and question hunger

Had to show em what it is

I tell em lock me in the booth and go throw away the key

I been cooking assaulting all these tracks I’ve been peppering these beats I been turning up the heat but I didn’t get look in

My life an independent movie juggin since a kidult

Aint nothing nice in the hood just **** I got rid of

Check my bio **** one more or its h/f

I know flow tight would’ve thought that it was tailored

Now they seeing fine had to tell em that I gotta go

I hit the booth with Dave and now it’s funny coz they wanna know

I swear a month ago they didn’t wanna know what a brudda was on

Now doing shows and I’m seeing all the honeys know the words to my songs

But I’ve feeling so cold feeling like there’s no time

Been having dark days don’t know how I get by

But now we see the light **** know that we got

Thinking that I’m shy tell her bby girl I’m plotting

Man I’ve been plotting and scheming

This ain’t no regular feeling

I fight the man in the mirror

You catch me bobbin and weaving

TJ he called up my phone

Said that it’s all about seasons

Don’t know a thing about luck

God put here for a reason

That’s when the penny dropped

I took my shot I understand it now

I sat in all my thoughts and wondered why I wasn’t standing out

A physical affair they wonder why my knuckle bleeding

Try and box me in I punch the glass out of the ceiling

And I break through

I’ll show you what the high stakes do

I’m betting on myself feel I’m Tony it’s a brace move

Calculate the risk got a brudda missing sleep

But the only type of break I’ve ever needed a break through

I pray that imma make it out tell em that I get it now

Ain’t no second guessing I’ve been working on a better sound

Conversations with myself im tryna find the key

Tables turned clocked it was me

I swear a month ago they didn’t wanna know what a brudda was on

Now doing shows and I’m seeing all the honeys know the words to my songs

But I’ve feeling so cold feeling like there’s no time

I’ve been having dark days don’t know how I get by

But now we see the light **** know that we got

Thinking that I’m shy tell her bby girl I’m plotting