I'm trying to hide what you meant to me.

I'm looking for signs but theres none I see.

I'm hoping in time you'll get to see what I can be. I'm sick of the pain, I'm under attack.

It won't be the same, you're not coming back but No matter what you'll always have my heart. And I'll pick up the pieces.

You broke me, is this the way you planned it. Leaving me stranded.

Lonely, trying to understand this.

But I'm left empty handed.

I'm building the strength to move ahead.

To push through my fear and dread.

It's been a long hard year but I'm still here.

Had to learn how to swim through my own tears. Please tell me why, you weren't so sure.

Please say goodbye, and tell me it's over.

I'm trying to hide what you meant to me.

I'm looking for signs but theres none I see.

I'm hoping in time you'll get to see what I can be. I'm sick of the pain, I'm under attack.

It won't be the same, you're not coming back. But no matter what you'll always have my heart. And I'll pick up the pieces.

I'm trying to find the part of me.

"PIECES"

The one without your memories.

It breaks my soul, I must let go.

I'm numbing my mind to rid your name. Your loves got a chain around me.

I'll be waiting, vacantly for me.

I'm trying to hide what you meant to me.

I'm looking for signs but theres none I see.

I'm hoping in time you'll get to see what I can be. I'm sick of the pain, I'm under attack.

It won't be the same you're not coming back but. No matter what you'll always have my heart. And I'll pick up the pieces.