Yesterday was Christmas

I cried up on that wishlist

Im lonely in my bedroom

Im fucking good it's a headfull

A headfull no bed full

We fucking up in this circle

It's dreadful

It's hell full

I miss my ma

That's what it meant for

That's cool

That's calm

I missing that shit we ball

I'm beating on my chest

Gotta prove im king long

My anxiety is piercing

Depression up in there mixing

This ain't no fucking lullaby

But i hope that you fucking cry

I'm good

I'm lonely

I'm making money that's homie

We got a lexus on L

Only L that i take is lexus

No loser don't text me

Anytime that your horny

I fuck with that girl bubbly

But she not good for me

I'm tricking up and i'm cooling

We in the school and we moving

I'm feeling so damn good

I might start a bleary movement

I cant see you tonight

But i can see you later i might

Oh my

Oh my

Keep it down don't cry

I'm feeling good that guy

You feeling great

Oh my

I got

I got

30 bitches online

I remember taking that rhyme

I remember crying in my room

They just sleep they don't mind like oh damn

Oh my

Keep it down don't cry

I'm feeling good that guy

You feeling great

Oh my

I got

30 bitches online

I got confidence now

But when it peak it down

I'm on the top of the world

You couldn't stand me right now

I'm good

I'm lonely

I'm california

That's homie

I miss tucson

My lovely

She want a bad thing for me

I'm cool

I'm listening

I'm poured up reminiscing

I'm talking about myself rn

But if you relate that's a playground

Like damn

You a loser

You a singer

You a nuisance

I don't want nobody

Just tell me im somebody

Tell me that i matter

That the past don't matter to me

And if you looked through my actions

You wouldn't hold that past against me

No no

Just hold me

I'm feeling good

Im lying

You wanna be next to me

You see this girl on the street

This girl gives you the attention that you crave

This girl fucks with you time to time

This girl kisses you

Touches you

But never fucks you

Never gives you head

Never gives you what your craving

Your gonna endlessly chase her

Your either gonna get frustrated

And

Fuck that bitch dah dah dah dah

Or your gonna endlessly chase her

Because your never gonna get what you want

And if you never get what you want your always gonna crave it

And in the bottom of your mind

Whenever the oppotunirty presents itself

Your gonna chase it

Everybody's gonna get the turn literally and I want everybody to acquire this knowledge and acquire this hope Everybody will get their turn

What you speak to the world and craving is craving and ambition is

The way to speak to the world if you want something so bad and you're speaking into power

You wish it into power its gonna happen