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PTSD
Hip-Hop/Rap
PTSD è stato pubblicato il 30 giugno 2026 da Dream Big Own Yours LLC come parte dell'album PTSD - Single
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Data di uscita30 giugno 2026
EtichettaDream Big Own Yours LLC
LinguaEnglish
Melodicità
Acousticità
Valence
Ballabilità
Energia
BPM78

Testi

Been this way a long time
I been this way a long time
Worst enemy's my own mind
My worst enemy is my own mind
Been this way a long time
I been this way a long time
Worst enemy's my own mind
My worst enemy is my own mind
I got P-T-S-D no emotions I don't show anger
Since a child and infantile I've grown stranger
Violent since my birth before I came a known gamer
Raised around violent killers pimps and dope slingers
Always wore a smile that was fake in closed chambers
I really hate **** and I promote danger
Never wore rags no colors no banger
But soon as that bag touch we doing snow angels
My bitch white beat her with a broken coat hanger
No hand to hand pitching fast balls no change ups
In your crib mask on my face Lone Ranger
Have you pig tied execution style no brainer
I really need some help I think I need a therapist
I always think I'm fine but that's only arrogance
My girl said she gon' dip leave me cause she scared as shit
I got PTSD so a **** sharing this
I got P-T-S-D
Post Traumatic Stress Disorder
Hope it ain't hereditary bless my daughters
Was raised in a warzone
Unfazed and I forgone
The rage in my hormones that's P-T-S-D
I got P-T-S-D
Post Traumatic Stress Disorder
Hope it ain't hereditary bless my daughters
Was raised in a warzone
Unfazed and I forgone
The rage in my hormones that's P-T-S-D
So cold in the D so you know the climates cool
High IQ but couldn't go to private schools
In Detroit Public School's pipeline to prison
Young and was a fool making lifetime decisions
Won't see 19 I'm blind no vision
At my head doctor's this a fine time visit
Trying to find what caused my mind's division
My father robbed armored trucks high crime imprisoned
If I only had parental help
Wouldn't be up in my 30s with a lack mental health
Powder in the trunk riding rentals and I'm stealth
Avoid state troopers high risks little wealth
Early 1980s when they made us crack babies
Now we hate our mothers and don't fuck with black ladies
I'm traumatized maybe I should be lobotomized
Life set by my father's sins and momma's lies
I think I see dead people
I mean these **** still alive but that's how I feel inside
Letting y'all **** live really kill my vibe
I hate how y'all mutha fuckas lie and villainize
I rather have y'all **** spilling chilling in the sky
Feeling high from these meds that they filling in my mind
So I put feelings aside
Yea I look friendly and fine
But I'm off henny and wine
And I want enemies dying
I guess that I should learn forgiveness
But I rather murder y'all **** and burn the witness
Rather die going out shooting than serve the sentence
Rather kill em all right now than a further instance
I need FMLA
I'm morally conflicted
Cause my story was horrific and I'm horribly offended
That mutha fuckas ever cross me so my story ending
I got P-T-S-D
And I orally admit it
Been this way a long time
I been this way a long time
Worst enemy's my own mind
My worst enemy is my own mind
Been this way a long time
I been this way a long time
Worst enemy's my own mind
My worst enemy is my own mind
Written by: Brian James, laquaiwn dowell
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