Look, look, ****, ain't no handouts, you better fix your plate

**** came from the bottom, momma bills runnin' late

Now nobody in my circle, once surround myself with snakes

None of y'all was really losses, really lessons I had to take

Now get up, Jayskii, tell me how you feelin', now it's time to touch them millions

Ain't no reason why y'all hate me, raise the same, but we just different

And why y'all lookin' out for handouts, I promise I ain't givin

When I was down, bad on my ass, ain't nobody come and get me

Now tell me how y'all feelin', guess y'all back up on that bullshit

I was feelin' low, cause everybody just misuse me

The family use my heart and tell me lies, that shit abusing

Like how you sit and change, throwin' salt against the grain, I don't get it

And I got up off my ass inside, the rain had to get it

It's so crazy when the money come, they change in a minute

Ain't that strange how they change for the change

But they never come around when you need them for the pain

Now tell me, do the real ones die and the fakes stay awake

Got a question for my father, why the fuck I'm on this place

I'd rather leave this earth right now because it's hell anyway

Cause I can't really tell the difference from the devil in this place

I guess im really to the block, got my mind on lock

Heart full of pain, but the grind don't stop

And if the love is really real, better have that shit on lock

Because the love will leave you killed I swear that shit will have you drop

So you better take it slow, it's best you ease up on your mind

Yeah, I know you want it deeply, but it's best if you survive

Sometimes I shed some tears cause it get hard when you weak

Yeah, I wanna disappear, but I know people needin' me

So much trauma in my head, swear it's hard to go to sleep

Yeah, I got devils on my back and they keep comin' after me

Look, future bright, but now you in the casket cause you fuckin' with the wrong ones

Now and days just to be real, you gotta owe them something

Man, that shit be lame, I guess I'll charge it to the game

Got Lil Rondo in the back, he tryna bust a **** brain

But I had to tell him, chill, let's stack this money up for real

When I get my life together, y'all will never hear from them

And that's on gang

Usin' all these drugs to understand the pain, and that shit lame

Why the main ones I love always gotta fuckin' change

I don't understand myself

Why the main ones always gotta change

And why the real ones always in the grave

I hope my heart really find a better place

I guess I'm really back to the block, got my mind on lock

Heart full of pain, but the grind don't stop

And if the love is really real, better have that shit on lock

Cause the love will leave you killed, swear that shit will have you drop

So you better take it slow, it's best to ease up on your mind

Yeah I know you want it deeply, but it's best if you survive