Happy Birthday to you

Happy Birthday to you

How old are you

Fuck

I'm in my 30's

And I've accomplished

I don't even know

My life feels

Like I'm far behind

I'm told to go on my on pace but time isn't going any slower for me

I wish I had all of the answers

I wonder if the love of my life came in my 20's or if I'm destined to remain single

Did I figure out my career too late

Is it too late to start over

Did I mess up

My friends around me are all married or starting a family

Wealthy and happy

Healthy and sappy

My phone lit up Tony and Tiff is going on a family trip

I remember when the crew used to walk around the city with no care in the world having fun

But times change

Guess it's back to the club

Buying a drink for someone who's not my wife

I'm living the dream

I need to grow up

I want a stable career someone to love family to start

I'm my parents age when they had me

I just don't know where to start

And every time I ask all I hear

Is you have a lot of life to live cause

I'm in my 30's

And I'm happy

I'm in my 30's

And I'm sad

I'm in my 30's

I've never been so confused

I'm in my 30's

And it's my milestone

I'm in my 30's

I'm living in my prime years

You have a lot of life ahead of you

Yet I feel like I'm running out of time

They say your 20's is the time to have fun

And full around get it out your system and learn

In your 30's it's when you're going to settle down

Every failed dating experience just makes you look suspicious

In your 40's

Don't get me started

Every decade it's always you're still young and you have time

Yet

The longer you remain single it turns to how unserious you look in people eyes

It's always

It's easy for you, you don't have kids

My life can be hard too

You still in them streets

I haven't found the one yet

Are you even thinking about marriage

Of course I do

When are you going to give me grandbabies

I want to do this right

I don't want to be the reason for any baby mamas

Why do I take the blame for things I can't control

Being punished for the scars that were left in the 20's

Now we're calling everything boundaries

Somehow we confused healing with hiding

The goal posts keep on moving

Nobody wants to wear the blame

Everybody got a reason

Everybody got a story

Nobody wants to say I was wrong

What's it like being 30

Well I'll tell you

I'm in my 30's

And I'm happy

I'm in my 30's

And I'm sad

I'm in my 30's

I've never been so confused

I'm in my 30's

And it's my milestone

I'm in my 30's

I'm living in my prime years

You have a lot of life ahead of you

Yet I feel like I'm running out of time

I'm in my 30's

I love it here

I'm in my 30's

Yet I don't know shit

I'm in my 30's

I've never been so confused

I'm in my 30's

I'm figuring it out

I'm in my 30's

The start of my true adult years

I'm in my 30's

Finally old enough to understand

I'm in my 30's

And I'm ready to see the world with my new lens

Yeah I have a lot of life ahead of me

I'm in my 30's