Was it just a dream ?

With the filth I could wilt and I felt

It was a horrible scene

Between the bathroom walls

Nobody can hear me scream

Ooo can you make it sting?

The sickest lines are the ones you sang Today,

Gonna make you pay

it’s too cliche

Humiliate in vein

Like oh

well

You make me sick

I’d love a happy ending but it’s something I never get

Same old story

Time to put it to bed

And its lights out

Stand down

look at your face

Could never meet me in the middle

So I’m staring adjacent

Say

You love me

Got a phone call left

Too much to say

The pain, disdain

That came with your fame

The faster the fall

The more bitter the taste

The “What’s her name”

Charade

Testing my faith

And I fall to my knees while you spit in my face cause

We really could have had it all

Weighs me down

Waiting for your call

I got no other

How do I recover?

It’s dark

Cold

No one’s home

Everything I’ve loved is here

Then gone

Cutting every stitch I’ve sewn

I might as well just ditch the phone

When did I get so cynical

I’m too young

To feel this old

God if you hear me

Save my soul

Because life is getting difficult

Our story ends in a miserable place Because I thought we were forever Was that ever the case?

As you pierced my heart to stop the ache

Thought maybe next time I should lower the stakes

And I always bought whatever you sold

The same damn house that’s laced with mold

But I can’t get back that life you stole

Cause’ all I wanted was a hand to hold

Like oh

well

You make me sick

I’d love a happy ending but it’s something I never get

Same old story

Time to put it to bed

And its lights out

Stand down

look at your face

Could never meet me in the middle

So I’m staring adjacent

Say

You love me

Got a phone call left

Too much to say

And words you left unsaid

Are fuckin' with my head

Up at 3am wishing I was dead

I thought you were my friend

I thought you were my friend

I thought you were my -

I thought you were my

I thought you were my friend

I thought were my friend