I constantly feel like a self improvement project

Can't just live me life in peace

You told me it's like walking around on egg shells

Did you think to pick them up

When you left them here

And I want to be the best that I possibly can

But I feel like there's a celling with a ladder I can't reach

I can't reach

And I know that expectations are a part of life

But u feel like mine are gonna be the death of me

The death of me

Because how can you be happy with a shadow above your head like im prey and the vultures are just Circling above

Oh above

I'm a happy person

That's what I always thought

But I kinda feel like the silence I was given never left it's just here in my eyes everywhere

Oh everywhere everywhere I can't run

I can't leave it's gonna reach me

No matter where I try

To hide from me

Oh from me

Coz you killed something

You killed a part of me

Now I can't leave

I can't leave

No I can't leave

It's kinda scary

It's always in the back of my head