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Testimony Freestyle
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Testimony Freestyle è stato pubblicato il 25 settembre 2026 da Again Records come parte dell'album Testimony Freestyle - Single
Data di uscita25 settembre 2026
EtichettaAgain Records
LinguaEnglish
BPM96
Melodicità
Acousticità
Valence
Ballabilità
Energia

Video musicale

Video musicale

Testi

It was a Long vacation wrong vocation
It was pong in basements awful statements
It was lost and anxious shots on day shifts
It's gone now Chase it I can taste it
I wanna be famous so I can drink til I'm warm
It was karma or karma sutra because I'm numb from the porn
You hungover press play before you go to get drunk
Since everybody praises stars that go do what they want
You sell your body for pennies and then it's pennies you get
Demi god complex never learned to deal with the stress
Semi gun cocked back aimed at your head
Who needs bullets when you can go and drink til you're dead
Don't want a dopamine spike whenever i start the sinning
Don't want to regret every second that spend when I'm drinking
Don't want to overdose on liquor go and drive down a different
Side of the highway full speed because I'm trapped over thinking
I might flick a switch and revert back to old calisthenics
And train my body and my mind to raise my alcohol limit
My brain is prolly in hell so praise it a couple of minutes
Because laying in my bed or a grave don't make any difference
It's time to go now where I'm from's a ghost town
Floating through the walls I put up once I'm broke down
Vocals writing down my problems I got hope now
Folks out in my hometown
need something better to go up on bout
All out in the open coping with my soul downed
Fall outs different admitting it's got a hold now
Sickness thrives in this environment you a host now
Please follow me to your seat in this cold crowd
Please don't leave me I know the sign it says sold out
Please give me strength open it why would you hold out
You know how I can make us feel Andrew would be so proud
Never told any one about me why would you post now
Why you telling people man why'd you air the ghosts out
Why find water Cause dirty laundry we soak now
I am in control dog, this is my road now
You're a heavy load no WiFi time to unload now
Been in a prison missing the old me I'm different
I was living beneath the line like a dividend
I'm a kid again
it's time to get rid of these demons saying to drink again
With quick sand habits the fighting got me to sink again
Don't blink it ends eyes wide open until the bridges mend
Fidgeting shirt cuffs worn out from steady tuggin em
Ruffian into my thoughts is where I go rummaging
Break a leg Sean I told you we'd never run again
Yes that is me in the mirror hyping myself to win
Yes I'm an alcoholic no I'll never drink again
Yes I'm a sinner and I hate myself more every day
Yes I regret the things I hold in and I never say,
Yes I am broken cause I've never learned to feel the love
Yes I put the blame on my dead friend watching from above
Yes I am sick and the disease lives inside my head
Yes, I can beat addiction if I choose faith instead
Yes God yes God
You put the pieces back together in my chest God
Was a mess God look at all the time I would invest God
Into bad habits instead of hearing your message
Less talk more prayers cut out the desk top
I know the bad days I faced were a test God
You showed me the freeway I was at a rest stop
Now I want to spend time I don't need a fresh watch
It's evident there's evidence this gift is heaven sent
Edison with reinventing its severance from the sedative
Medicine messing with my head again never been found
I set a standard then second them issues i do not lesson them
I'm betting them I'm swinging on em like pendulums
With a chip on my shoulder like pentium
never process the end of em
Plenty then settle vendettas
I'm vindicating them incubating them
Then I'll come back and put an end to em
I've been in the system but I got out to start living
I want to be more present in all of the convos I sit in
I want to be more thankful for everything I was given
I want to follow Jesus daily as I pray for forgiveness
I want to make amends and mend all of the damage created
I want to feel love in my heart and be ok when its breaking
I want to look at insecurities with hope and embrace them
Because where I was and where I am are not the same places
I went to the Bible that's where I found out the idols
I hold above God aren't celebrities but pain and survival
I read Romans and Ephesians and Beatitudes while
I was suffering in sin but salvations a trial
All the words I hold upon my tongue are sinful and vial
Matthew 12 37 fix the words I compile
For you saved me and I live lost depressions in style
But I surrender here tonight have the life of your child
Written by: Sean Sackmann

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