How does it feel, when they don't believe anything you say?

Always, got to show and prove yourself every single day

Man, this ain't living, nothing but drama all through the week

And if they don't respect my words, why they want me to speak?

I'm feeling worse, even though I put my family first

I'm shedding tears 'cause I feel as if I'm headed to the dirt

Ghetto on me, stressed out, mama buried ain't dead

Ain't got no partners 'cause my partners put a price on my head

Have you ever told a lie to make the drama stop?

Watch the world you love turn against you no more family problems

How does it feel to be the black sheep?

How does it feel to victimize yourself for one time and evermore at the back keep

And roses on the dresser bad, liquor approaching fast

Sitting around, waiting on death to come, watching time pass

My life, my life, falls under the wicked and shife

I wonder where I got to sleep tonight, **** how does it feel?

When you can't make the pain stop

Walking in the rain so your tears can blend in with the rain drops (how does it feel?)

When your kin people done turned they back

Every family that I know is just like that (my **** how does it feel?)

When you can't make the pain stop

Walking in the rain so your tears can blend in with the rain drops

When your kin people done turned they back

Every family that I know is just like that (uh-huh, uh-huh)

I could of sworn I wasn't the only person on this earth

But it seems, that I've been one deep ever since the day of my birth

I'm sick and tired of being lonely in this crooked land

People think I'm tripping 'cause of my facial expressions

But they don't understand 24 years old and use to frowning daily

Trying to figure out who was the friend, and who was the foe

You know it's 'bout to drive me crazy mama

Tell Jesus I can't handle the pressure

Look at the way they do me down here, my vision is Z-Ro on the stretcher

Can't I bleed in peace, won't y'all leave me alone

Like Makavelli I close my eyes and picture home

Not a Mo City block but a place that ain't no glocks, and it ain't no sin

No longer watching my back for the retaliation

How does it feel to wish that you was dead, I can

Answer that 'cause many of nights my pistol's to my head

But I'm so scared, my life, my life, 360 degrees

Of being neglected stressing enemies **** tell me how does it feel?

When you can't make the pain stop

Walking in the rain so your tears can blend in with the rain drops (how does it feel?)

When your kin people done turned they back

Every family that I know is just like that (my **** how does it feel?)

When you can't make the pain stop

Walking in the rain so your tears can blend in with the rain drops (how does it feel?)

When your kin people done turned they back

Every family that I know is just like that (uh-huh, uh-huh), how does it feel?

When these bustas try to take yo' life?

Lord knows I don't wanna pull my .45

But see I must survive, **** don't make me use my tool

Get some of that bomb green from Tom 'fore I lose my cool

How can I make it to the top I'm like a crab in a bucket

They got me hostile, I see my pistol, grab it and bust it

**** get off me, I don't love not one of y'all

I'm comin' for what ya owe me and killin' every one of y'all

Call me Caesar, kill them while they sleepin'

I'm grim reapin' busta never saw me comin' left him with his blood seepin'

I'm a soldier, recognize the sign of the times

It's either kill or be killed up in this stony life of mine

Can you feel it? The odds are up against a real ****

How does it feel to see my blood spill my ****?

My life, my life, feel like I'm runnin' out of time

'Til it's over catch me runnin' with my nine, how does it feel?

When you can't make the pain stop

Walking in the rain so your tears can blend in with the rain drops (how does it feel?)

When your kin people done turned they back

Every family that I know is just like that (my **** how does it feel?)

When you can't make the pain stop

Walking in the rain so your tears can blend in with the rain drops (how does it feel?)

When your kin people done turned they back

Every family that I know is just like that (uh-huh, uh-huh), how does it feel?

When you can't make the pain stop

Walking in the rain so your tears can blend in with the rain drops

When your kin people done turned they back

Every family that I know is just like that (my **** how does it feel?)

When you can't make the pain stop

Walking in the rain so your tears can blend in with the rain drops

When your kin people done turned they back

Every family that I know is just like that (uh-huh, uh-huh)