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I often think about life And where it all began Because it makes me feel so small And feeling small is better still Than watching people look straight through Like I don't exist Every day's another way To pick apart every mistake I do it because it helps me sleep at night And I'll never get this right But fucking everything up makes me feel alive I often think about death And where we all end up Because it makes me feel so weird And feeling weird is A-okay We all feel strange from day to day It's what it means to exist And every hour's another who, what, when And how did I get here? I care too much 'cause I don't wanna die I've got so much left to try And fucking everything up makes me feel alive