Easy

Oh god make me pure

Cleanse my soul and joie de vivre, restore to my soul

I’m not asking

I’m sure

I know that I want it

I swear I’m not fucking around

I am straight-faced and scowling and

Spitting out words from my core

I can’t figure it out

I thought that I had it

I felt it like static

It burnt when I grabbed it

I swear that I had it

Easy like the drinks I swallow

Cuz baby I’ve got no path to follow

I just want to feel it again

The pulse of a heartbeat like life never ends

I just want to hear it again

The sound of a crowd cheering we’re on the mend

I just want to feel it again

Everything feels so uncertain

Yet habit, goddamn it, is standing its petulant ground

It’s okay sweetie, it’s easy

Believe me

God help me out!

I’m devoutly

Trying to be what I thought that I’d be with no doubt

I see it fade so easy

Easy, fuck!

It’s not easy, fuck!

I just want to feel it again

The pulse of a heartbeat like life never ends

And I thought that I’d see it again

The bright eyed and wandering gaze towards a distant gold place where it's

Easy like the drinks I swallow

Cuz lately, it feels like trash is to follow

I just want to feel it again

The pulse of a heartbeat like life never ends

I wanted to see it again

The ground right beneath, yeah right where I stand

I wanted to feel it again

I can’t stop losing the rhythm

I can’t keep on falling to pieces and gritting my teeth

I hold onto the rhythm

I fall into cycles I wish it would end