Figure It Out

Post graduation, ain't really made it Thought it'd be different The focus faded, the hoes done played me It's how I'm living Problems I created are catching up 'Bout to close the distance Tried to forget them, but now they're here All these muthafuckin' My mind's in pieces and timings creeping I need to beat it But I'm facetious Not serious with what I've been seeking Hope y'all can see it It's obvious, there appears to be no Rhyme or reason to rhyme for reasons that all of y'all believe in Pockets empty My early twenties are packed with bad decisions Scared to check the credit I ran them digits up past the limit My girls family hates me It's something about her dad's religion But I've got no time for relationships They're all bad for business My pop's been ringing in to throw a lecture on it Let's be honest I'm pushing back when they put the pressure on it Been to college I ain't learn shit from buying them over priced books Learned more for failing a class Not being sober, I took A different path than my friends who all got their diplomas I'm more content with not having someone over my shoulder But I'm pinching pennies, I need change Someone's gotta give me something Not close to breaking even yet And I still got this muthafuckin' Bill collectors calling, mama need some reassurance too But I don't have the answers yet I didn't meant to burden you My girl's been playing games I'm regretting who I've been messing with And this all piling up Feel like depression's really setting in I've gotta get it Mind my business, my time is ticking I've gotta move and make moves It's time I buy my ticket I don't know how I'ma get there I ain't configure the route All these questions, quit distracting me Let me figure it out I'm still a kid, I don't think I'm ready for this I don't think I'm ready to live I'm scared to go and take a shot, and maybe fuck it up Because I know I'm not ready to miss All of my friends depend on me to make it big But I'm the only one that's putting in the effort That's the biggest stressor If I don't make it there, they're gonna think lessor Can't think better, I've got bills coming in And I don't know how Ima make the payments, and my dad keeps Saying I should go and get a grad degree 'Cause it's always good to have a plan B And he's probably right But I don't even know what path I'm on, or how I'ma get it I just choose to go and laugh it off, hoping that'll stop All of this from really going and piling up No matter what I do it just keeps growing I've tried to move, but my feet frozen Timing proves that I need more It's all getting to me Should I quit now and go prepare my life? Or attack my fears, take it to higher levels Even though I've always been scared of heights 'Cause If I don't, then who else will? This's my moment, this's what I've chosen Distractions had the boy sleeping on himself Now I gotta keep my eyes open And this real now I'm addressing all the problems I've been ducking The price to pay for this is huge, and I still got these muthafuckin... Bill collectors calling, mama need some reassurance too But I don't have the answers yet I didn't meant to burden you My girl's been playing games I'm regretting who I've been messing with And this all piling up Feel like depression's really setting in I've gotta get it Mind my business, my time is ticking I've gotta move and make moves It's time I buy my ticket I don't know how I'ma get there I ain't configure the route All these questions, quit distracting me Let me figure it out These fuckin' bill collectors calling Mama need some reassurance too But I don't have the answers yet I didn't meant to burden you My girl's been playing games I'm regretting who I've been messing with And this all piling up Feel like depression's really setting in I've gotta get it Mind my business, my time is ticking I've gotta move and make moves It's time I buy my ticket I don't know how I'ma get there I ain't configure the route All these questions, quit distracting me Let me figure it out