First Met

When we first met I couldn't stop smiling The stars were aligning I couldn't help myself That first day I kept trying to hide my face What a fool I must have looked so complacent That first week I forgot to sleep I had never been so scared or relieved I didn't know what it was to be believed in I was just trying to break even To break even There's not a time or place I can't remember your face I can't remember your face In my memory That is all I see, That is all I see And it scares me to believe It scares me to believe What would you think of me now It scares me to believe, It scares me to believe What would you think of me now Palms were sweaty in the rain As if I needed extra pain It was goodbye for the first time I traveled the world And thought of you the whole way through I've never felt so safe and at the same time so displaced I didn't know what love felt like To take me as I was that night I showed up at your door in the rain You told me all your secrets in that tiny room in Boston And I told you I was lost then and in pain There's not a time or place I can't remember your face I can't remember your face In my memory That is all I see, That is all I see And it scares me to believe It scares me to believe What would you think of me now? It scares me to believe, It scares me to believe What would you think of me now? The truth is I'd rather drag myself through the dirt than keep Waiting around to watch you get hurt Once again you become the one I defend In the hopes of reliving that moment again There's not a time or place I can't remember your face I can't remember your face In my memory That is all I see, That is all I see And it scares me to believe It scares me to believe What would you think of me now? It scares me to believe, It scares me to believe What would you think of me now?