Thought I'd see you at the wake

But to my surprise, you weren't even there

So I searched for my escape 

I couldn't find the words to say

Ebb and flow beneath the dirt

I never got a chance to make you bleed

Take it from me find a release

I still struggle every day

Just to maintain the life that I hate

You took everything from me

Leaving me with nothing

I probably look pathetic 

Because I moved away and came right back

I hope I don't regret it

I was lost between the sidewalk cracks

And I ran away so I could find a change of pace

And I can't help to retrace the feeling

You built me up to be

Something that I hate

Feeling like a burden I can't push these thoughts away

Faded out the only light and cast a shade of grey what's left to do is fade

With a half collapsed lung

I spoke to you in rhyme 

I haven't got the time to talk

Because the shadows that you cast fade to grey

Gotta find that vibrance in my life.