Trauma

A pain in my head, dizzied up and another new day begins

 I’m all used to this kind of shit but it feels so tough today

 I can feel it in my spine that somethings just so strange

 Lukewarm rain drenching my overcast soul

 Get it off my memory, I cannot move

 A pain in my throat kills me but I have no one to talk

 Lukewarm tears and the sweat, it's me who stabs my heart

 漣の音　開く瞼　息もできないほどに

 遠く鳴る鳥　どこに消えた？

 My body so dull and heavy I cannot move an inch

 Mind is about to explode and I cannot stand this any more

 I'm desperate to get this thing off of my heart and soul

 Lukewarm blood and the shivers behind my neck

 Get it off my memory, I cannot move

 戸惑う思考はこの腕に

 躊躇う涙はこの舌に

 煌めく血潮はこの胸に

 蠢めく毛虫はこの脳に

 Get it off my memory, I cannot move