I'm Not Done Yet

Yeah, I wanted to be true

But I even failed to try

Being occupied with proving

I forgot the reason why

Worries cloud my troubled head

Thoughts I could not tame

I hope someday I'll find the courage

To stick to who I am

I'm scared of losing loved ones

Just by saying the wrong things

Although I know that this will never happen

The feeling stays the same

I wish I could shout at all my worries

The so called menace denied

Instead of all the fighting

I should embrace my human side

Just by knowing I won't feel it

I guess I shouldn't turn off my heart

Accept the facts and stop swimming

And give them what they want

But I refuse, I am not done yet

My spirit's scarred but strong

I won't give in just because it seems to be written somewhere

No, I won't just play along