Anamalech (feat. Ruth)

I love the way your skin glows in the light I wish that I was comfortable in mine Oh oh Every time I start to enjoy life You come back and mess it up every time Oh oh Even if I was lucky I know you'd never love me Even though I might be the worst there's no one else above me Going to bed is lovely It just feels right Living in a world with your approval feels nice Smilling thinking that you might care Every time I wake up I step into a nightmare. And the biggest present is your presence but lately I haven't seen it Instead of looking I been recreating it in my dreams It seems I've been living a lie I wish I knew the day I died maybe then I would try But what's the point of all the work if it could all go to waste But if I knew the day I died I'd just be counting the days till I face death Ive been the one to ruin lives I've ruined mine I have nothing to do with yours You're the one who made me like this In your imagine and likeness So what if I did Don't judge me for what I've done Don't cruicify my sins I love the way your skin glows in the light I wish that I was comfortable in mine Oh oh Every time I start to enjoy life You come back and mess it up every time Oh why Anamalech why Must you come into my life oh I don't know what to do no more Oh I don't know what to do no more