Oliolioxinfree

I've begged for death one too many times Singing and screaming these useless rhymes But this time I'll take control I'll lay down and accept my role I've begged for death one too many times Singing and screaming these useless rhymes But this time I'll take control My heart is turning fucking black You had your fingers crossed behind your back My heart is turning fucking black You had your fingers crossed behind your back My heart is turning fucking black I'm screaming oliolioxinfree Cause I can't find my sanity Where could it be? Is this even me? Is this even me? I'm screaming oliolioxinfree Cause I can't find my sanity Where could it be? Is this even me? I'm not suicidal I swear Oops I forgot that I don't care To appease your standards To be the better man Withering dry doing everything I can I don't get shit back And I'm tired of that Because everything you hate in me is everything you lack I'm screaming oliolioxinfree Cause I can't find my sanity Where could it be? Is this even me? Is this even me? I'm screaming oliolioxinfree Cause I can't find my sanity Where could it be? Is this even me? Get up! Get out! Get up! Get out! Fuck me till I can think again Fuck me till I can feel again (Fuck me until I can feel) My world's collapsed So it's time to relapse Where I shut myself down And pull apart the scraps So long to who you knew Cause I changed before you withdrew It's true, I'm through, I have no clue who I am Just a useless fucking shell of a bitter broken man I hate my own head I wish I was dead I dream of knives and blood dripping red (dripping red) This isn't a scene from a silver screen And there's no fucking way to wipe myself clean The pieces I stole just turned into coal Always knew it was my role Always knew I was a dead soul