Blessings

Is this what you wanted?

Hold this to my heart, take this to my grave

I'm like a prison in my own home

Dying to get out of this head

What I can't keep playing in time

You can't decipher

I'm running this through my mind

It's tearing me, dragging me down

I can't keep up this fight, I'm proud

Willing to admit that I might be found

Failing, self-sabotaging, burning my eyes

It's agonizing, dying inside

Will you count your blessings on one hand?

‘Cause I'll always find a way

To bite the hand that feeds me

I'm great at it, cutting my teeth out

How many chances do you get?

Are we all as one?

Finding hope made life a nightmare

You'll give what you get

I'm proud

I can't keep up this fight

(I bet you're losing sleep)

Is this what you wanted?

(I can't keep up this fight)

I'm like a prison in my own home

Dying to get out of this head

Take what you need from me

And burn the bridge so I can't see

How many times can you get in my head?

Let's put this to sleep, so I can rest easy

Will you count your blessings on one hand?

‘Cause I'll always find a way

To bite the hand that feeds me

I'm great at it, cutting my teeth out

How many chances do you get?

Are we all as one?

Finding hope made life a nightmare

You'll give what you get