Those numbers climbing on my brain
Never leaving me in peace
Oh why have you chosen me to do this inhuman task
How do you choose the greatest of all time
How do you choose the ones who will sacrifice themselves
Oh tell me
Why have you chosen me
Oh, am I just a toy to you
I swear I won't sleep 'til I will solve this equation
And you cannot understand
Why it's a matter of life and death
Because you are not inside of my head
I cannot sleep I cannot eat I cannot love I cannot fuck
How can I shut off my brain
I cannot help but wonder
If when you look down on me
Do you enjoy my suffering
Oh tell me
Why have you chosen me
Can't you just leave me
Oh please
What what do you want
Do you enjoy this situation
Every single day is a struggle
I feel like a stranger in my own head
I'm not stupid
I know they are trying to silence me
To poison me
When the night reveals her shiny teeth
I close my eyes
But my mind is wide awake
Wide awake
There is always one more problem to solve
One more problem to solve
