Jordan

I really wish you would leave me alone I just want to be by my own for a second But you've always got to creep on my dome Always got to speak on my zone, so you know what I reckon I reckon you're just as lonely as I am I reckon you're just lonely as me I reckon you want to see me break So you feed me bait, 'cause you know what I need Yeah, I know what you need Oh, please, can you just listen up? Just zip it shut and not interrupt for once I mean, fuck, this just isn't fun, and I've been stuck in this rut But I'm done with ya, fuck you cunt Fuck you too Fuck you, shut up Cut up, just do it, one, two Nah, I'm ain't ever falling for that again I don't want my mother to look at me like I'm nothing but a nutter I just wanna have a moment of peace I just want to go to sleep without you always calling me a loner Saying that I can't stay sober And I should make a rope with the sheets I just wanna focus on beats Focus on making the dopest release Nah, you should get drunk You should just jump You should just dump and explode on the streets Damn it man, you make me sick You've always been a crazy prick I remember the days that we played as kids and you'd say That I should go to the neighbour's place and set flames to it Take a sip, take a sip, take a sip, shit, that's three for your OCD Like that song that you did, hey, take a sip That's four, does it make you tick? Bet you crave a fifth Like you crave the piss, every day is the same as you chase your fix You're a slave to the taste of a fake escape And too lazy to change a bit You're afraid to quit, so you wait a bit And you weighed a bit, gain weight a bit What a way to live Okay, you prick, I get the picture, no need to explain the shit You're ashamed of it Maybe I am But who are you to judge? It was you who was telling me to do the drugs and get stupid drunk I just thought you could use some fun You were upset, you were dumped, I didn't say to abuse them once The truth is, you choose to run from your problems Don't blame me for the fact you're a stupid cunt Take it back No way, mate Take it back, it ain't plain as that I'm the one that remains intact And at the same time craving crap that you made me have Don't say, I'm a lazy rat When the greatest fact is, I'm trapped in the way you act You're just mad that your brain is tapped You're the same as your crazy dad You're a maniac Fuck you, you don't know what it's like to be so messed up That you hope that you die When you're over your life and you know that You might put a knife to your throat as you cry But I chose to survive, 'cause I think I could focus and try more Don't wanna die from emotions I hide You couldn't care that I'm broken inside You just poke and provoke 'til the moments arrived Why, why you gotta do this to me? You're choosing to be so abusive and mean Refusing to leave 'til my brain has been taken You're basically placing the noose on the beam Everybody wants that, according to you No more torment, Jordan we're through No more talking, the door has been shut I'm ignoring it, just like you taught me to do Goodbye