Reflection of a Mind

I can sense you through the mist in the moonlit night Shadows dancing To the beat of the pounding heart Nocturnal breeze whispers my name Alters my spirit and feeds my pain I can feel you in my veins and inside my mind I cannot believe It's tearing my mind, and I I cannot decieve my hunger for pain, though I've tried Wake me up from this slumber In the morning I stare at the face of despair I cannot hide, dreading for the day Fade the moment, the moment when I'm host I can see behind what I believe in The reflection of me, nothing lives, nothing dies Will I see this forever? In the morning I fear mirror's truth Darkness will rise, it's holding my heart Taking control of my senses (Take me) I will not drown (Break me) Use my soul and (Hate me) I will not feel (I will) I'll embrace this beast. I cannot believe It's tearing my mind and I I cannot decieve my hunger for pain, though I've tried Waking to the state I've been turned Darkness all around, and in my mind You will stand before me, losing hope Waiting for the screams to be heard Feeding on your fear it's my reward You cannot escape this, that's when you bleed Am I lost now? Will I wake up? I'm numb and lifeless Will I fight this... or lose? Through the windows shines the crescent moonlight The empty wall reveals a missing portrait... of me It's lost... Seeking for myself in desperation, am I gone? The mirror shows me my reflection turned to stone Scream will say my name, but no-one answers Can't remember how I used to look like Now I'm gone Night's approaching Its close but I w'ont turn into... you Cause I w'ont let you take my spirit nor take my soul I will not fear Searching through my mind The mirror shows me Reflecfting what is real I cannot believe It's tearing my mind and I I cannot decieve My hunger for pain (my hunger for pain) I cannot believe Reflecting my soul And I, I cannot be free Until it's gone (Until it's gone), this beast inside How I tried... How I lied... How I cried...