Confused

I am so confused yeah I don't know what I'm doing So I started cruising I feel like I am losing I need to get away Maybe moving up a state Will just help me in a way Probably make my mind straight Lately I've been thinking if I get up on a plane That can take me to a place I can chill and probably think Life's been hitting me so hard Got a lot of shit to do Expectations in my life That I'm doing all for you And I know that it's the truth Lots of people tell me things Gotta get me all confused Even when I'm making songs Asking will you get the views? I don't chose who has to listen I just grind and do my best Either love me while you can Or just try and be a friend For you see me in a Benz And you see my name trend Lots of people throwing shade Lots of love I feel decays And my dreams of being happy Always getting washed away This shit isn't just a game I don't really wanna play Hop up in the car now I'm driving on the interstate I am so confused yeah I don't know what I'm doing So I started cruising I feel like I am losing I need to get up out I need to find my space Asking for forgiveness Could you take me to a place I need to get up out I need to find my space Asking for forgiveness Could you take me to a place I am so confused yeah I don't know what I'm doing So I started cruising I feel like I am losing