Lost

Struggling to speak Eyes can't hold My mind it over thinks Buried within myself These secrets I can't tell So just let it go Over it The same old shit Piece by piece Leaving me broken But I can't see the other side Tear me apart from the inside I know This empty soul Can't be in this anymore Run while you can for now Block all this meaning out And run somehow Effort to show you That I wasn't through A motive that I even asked As a stared through dark So intent Like I was talking to you Now it's gotta be something else How'd we get to this ending Had the world in our hands It's ours for taking Did you think I was playing I put your face with the blame Oh now you know what I'm saying I fucking tried to be patient Saying my thoughts out loud Like I had written em down There's no other way to say this I think I'm good for now Rather be lost then found Over it The same old shit Piece by piece Leaving me broken But I can't see the other side Tear me apart from the inside I know This empty soul Cant be this anymore Run while you can for now Block all this meaning out And run somehow Buried deep inside Lonely I've found no known remedy What I love Is what I lack And I'm starting to see that And all it ever is An awful game So many promises You threw at me A way to believe A poison of words Picked out so perfectly And all it ever was Your tired face So many lies I simply had to see It's taken me away Your poison of words Choking beliefs I know this empty soul Cant be in this anymore Run while you can for now Block all this meaning out And run somehow