Where I Belong (feat. Andy Cizek)

Why should I have to beg for what is rightfully mine? While you sit back and wait for a comet to pass you by And you hold out your hands, In hopes that a future will fall right out of the sky But you will only find dread, As months turn to years fading out into hindsight Now I watch as the world unwinds And I bathe in the moonlight Where do I go from here? A roadmap of my passing prime Full of holes, it erodes, with my soul, and I'm bleeding I've been told that it's all just prologue The afterlife is waiting for me But how do you know? When my fate has been on hold for so long I grow old, the window starts to close, and I can't... Breathe, breathe in and fulfill your purpose Reduce the trees to a pile of leaves Burn them all to ash 'til you're choking on the answer Though you may never be... Free, free from the disease that ails us Beyond the plague of uncertainty, waits the essence of my new reality With each and every trial, I learned how to be strong Endow my spirit with the strength to carry on I retrace all my footprints back to when I was young Until I find the message I've kept buried for so long I want it all at once or, I want it not at all A truth that leads me to the place where I belong Knowledge of death brings us life Aging like a fine wine Until the well has run dry Marking the passage of time Need for expression comes in succession I'm here to take what is mine Nothing to hold me back if I don't feel alive And now the planets align Drive all my focus into this moment Something's in the water Just like any monster, it grows, and it grows tenfold The frozen ocean is brought to a boil Praying at the altar Just doesn't compare to getting your own hands dirty Reality is a tangible thing I retrace all my footprints back to when I was young Until I find the message I've kept buried for so long I want it all at once or, I want it not at all A truth that leads me to the place where I belong This is where I belong And in my fever dream Nothing is as it seems So ever-carefully I will roam Choices I never made Outcomes that I can't change Let go of shame, and carry on I still carry the spark It guides me through the dark So in the frigid pain, I will roam With burdens in my arms I'm dreaming of a star Feels like a fantasy I'm not asleep