Sos (feat. Jrd)

I been going thru some shit

I swear I need to take a hit

Numb the pain, from my brain

Before I go insane

All I see is cloudy days, all I get is rain

And lately I done lost more than I could ever gain

Made mistakes

Took chances I should never take

Thought I knew best I should just leave it all to fate

Cloudy days, lonely nights

Praying things will be alright

On my knees, head to the sky

Contemplating how I wanna die

Voices in my head, stay talking to me

Phone blowing up, ex calling me

Tears on the face, heart on my sleeve

Summertime friends, yeah they always leave

This life we live shit ain’t even fair

They don’t feel my pain, they don’t know despair

When they talk to me they don’t even care

Ain’t never tell the truth they would rather dare

Yeah,

Fuck friends,

Would rather be alone in my own thoughts

Than surrounded by some clones and some hood thots

I just been grinding daily tryna get up out this city

So I can drink to my success till I have no kidneys

Used to drink for the pain

Whenever I was feeling drained

Dead inside, but still alive, I know y’all feel the same

Fake **** switched up, put a knife in my back

While shorty stay digging tryna get in my sack

No one to trust man keep to myself

Cause once I get on they gon want this wealth

Have the same energy when I blow up

Yeah none of that fake love

Cause i ain’t stupid

I see the world real lucid

Just late night thoughts of a **** going thru it

Late night thoughts of a **** going thru it

I feel dead inside

Wishing these tears would dry

Get away from me

This is killing me

Heart broke tonight

But I loved my mind

I’m going crazy

Somebody help me

Pass me a shot to numb the pain

And a hit of the blunt to ease my brain

Nothing will ever be the same

Always looking for someone to blame

Take a step back to look in the mirror

Maybe things will be a little clearer

Was it me or was it you, I’m just tryna see the bigger picture

Tired of trying I’m tired of lying

Tears dried up, cause I’m tired of crying

Been thru the storm, with no umbrella

Didn’t have to if you changed the weather

This is it, I guess it’s the end

Better off we just fucking as friends

We hit our lows but we had our highs

So it’s never easy saying good bye

But but but ima be alright

Lonely kid all I got is music

Been dodging these arrows from Cupid

Have all these hoes all muted

Cause I ain’t looking fucking stupid

Fake friends always asking for favors

When treat ya ass like strangers

Shit don’t make to sense to me

But focused on my destiny

Some shit ain’t meant to be

Like best friends turn to enemies

Circle getting smaller,

Money getting longer

Momma ain’t struggling to stay above water

Know this shit will pay off one day

Yeah

And ima takeoff like it’s a runway

Yeahhhh

I feel dead inside

Wishing these tears would dry

Get away from me

This is killing me

Heart broke tonight

But I loved my mind

I’m going crazy

Somebody help me

Somebody help me

Somebody help me