Smeared ink from the words that bled on the page

Capturing the pain, the hurt, and the rage

On some occasions I regret the mistakes that I made

But other times I’m just happy you stayed

I used to spend my days upset and afraid

Hiding from the world skeptical as I crept through the shade

Nowadays I run ablaze in my mind is a haze

All the blessings God gave I’m just thankful I prayed

I hope you listen even if it's too deep

I still miss you all the time some nights can’t even fall asleep

Still working seven days a week

You’re always on my mind and I know we don’t even speak

You're always on my mind and I know we don't even speak