Starting to feel like I’m a rival to myself so I’m feeling hollow

The seeds that I’ve planted left my roots brittle and sorrowed

Shouldn’t see tomorrow, God willing I make week

Cause my spirits weak and at peak shit I shouldn’t speak man I’m all broke

I just hit the bottom

Filled my inner temple in Sodom

The summer of my youth quickly fell at the dawn of autumn

Speaking out the socket that my sense of feeling is rotten

My mama told me one thing remember son the promise that hey

You are loved, even part as a fiend

Forgiveness is the feeling that’ll water you clean

Mild the things that lack the satisfaction of means

Open shells so they can sprout out to seeds

My mama told me that hey

That you are loved, even part as a fiend

Forgiveness is the feeling that’ll water you clean

Mild the things that lack the satisfaction of means

Open shells so they can sprout out to seeds

When I was about four is when I first learned how to cock it

Drug dealin was profit and my mama she had to cop it

She tired of her son steady sleeping on dirty carpets

The carpets dirty from the **** running up in apartments

She told me son one day we gonna move from all this

Don’t think of it as a way of life it’s just the starting

I promise ya mama gonna find a way out this tar pit

Stay true to yourself and don’t forget the day that I taught this I taught this hey

You are loved, even part as a fiend

Forgiveness is the feeling that’ll water you clean

I pray to God when I’m down on my knees

I pray to God when I'm down on my knees