If it’s all the same

Don't waste your prayers on me or speak my name

When I broke down,

You turned your back on me and let me drown

Had you gotten what you needed?

Had taken what you thought might fill your heart?

Had you found a better ending

And left me here still looking for the start?

It was hard to watch another soul come rushing in

And fill the void I left when I was gone...

And the bitterness of a life gone wrong came rushing in,

To fill the void you left...when you moved on...

...there’s still time there’s still time there’s still time...To live again...

Dark Spell comes on

To rearrange the way I see the world

I’m too far gone

To find the answers that might set me free...

Like the broken wandering children

Of some god forsaken long forgotten land

I’m the shadow of my illness

And no one knows exactly who I am...including me...

...for your kind words

I leave to you a sympathetic ear

... for all your love

Was wasted on a soul who could not hear

...it was hard to watch somebody else come rushing in...