I didn't know the last time would be the last

Was it your train to catch on the underside like that?

You'd been saying for some time

I'm worried there's no good in me at all"

Line for line with the sleeper hit of all goodbyes

that you left there on the desk for them to find

and wonder why he never tried (they could have tried)

Did you know? A sister cries, a father tries

a mother identifies pieces of a son

Little brother, was there a light

some silence with you there at the end that night?

You dragged it to the stockyards & tied it to the tracks

to knock the devil off your back

They kept your room intact

and tend a negative space for you

Your friends keep vigil still

and I keep thinking I'll see you in the room

so send some sign was there at least

some light before you

right before you caught

the last train out?