4:52AM, I'm alive again

I just got a handle on who I am

I don't remember the dream but I woke with a warmth in my heart

And holding your breath on my diaphragm

I don't deserve to feel like my life is on track

Or feel like the wind is at my back

When all of the things that I've done have been only for me

And driven by greed and a fear of lack

If you calmed the sea

Could you pull the tide

And teach me to cast my nets on the other side

4:53AM, I'm a broken man

I just wanna change, do you think I can

It feels like I'm driving at night on a road with no lines

And signs in a language that I can't understand

If you calmed the sea

Could you pull the tide

And teach me to cast my nets on the other side

If you say I'm free

Help me believe it

Teach me to cast my nets on the other side (What else can I do)

The other side (I would swim to you)

The other side (All this time you knew)