Issa Mood

Many questions lay within my being And all the beauty that awaits outside is bright and vibrant The color flows through the trees Was this life meant for me? And what's beyond me is in question The things I've yearned to see The experiences I've longed to feel I'm giving in just to feel real Yeah, outside of this cage everything seems so graceful and tasteful But within these walls I'm chained down and made from conformity And I know (yeah) They'll say I'm from the same cloth Fuck it, they'll tell me I'm lost I'll ask at what cost These feelings have all changed I swear when it comes down, I won't be the same And I've got no shame And if you're looking for somebody else to blame Well, you can come and find me I won't be hiding no more No more, no more, no The things you tried to tell me I should've listened more The things I wanna tell you But you're not here for The things you tried to tell me I should've listened more Instead of what I believed in Everything I was raised to be was a lie But I believe that I can make up for the time I lost And what's beyond me is in question The things I've yearned to see The experiences I've longed to feel I'm giving in just to feel real Yeah, inside of my brain, life's never been quite this fake A thin slate of a broken state of mind But I could never find the time And I know They'll say I'm from the same cloth Fuck it, they'll tell me I'm lost I'll ask at what cost These feelings have all changed I swear when it comes down, I won't be the same And I've got no shame And if you're looking for somebody else to blame Well, you can come and find me I won't be hiding no more No more, no more, no The things you tried to tell me I should've listened more The things I wanna tell you But you're not here for The things you tried to tell me I should've listened more Instead of what I believed in Can't you see I'm trying to break free From everything that's riding on me I don't know the difference in me Everything is caving in on me I'm just trying to find a way out Of this shitty situation were in I gotta escape, I gotta escape I won't live like this (I won't live like this)