Yea

I feel like I've been working on this song forever

And I still haven't finished it

So I just like deleted everything and recorded

And Im starting over

Someone please tell me what the fucks next

I think I'm happy but most of the time I'm upset

I'm from a dark place, fuck a sunset

Young black man wit a dream I'm the suspect

I don't feel like working but I need that last check

This world won't miss me until I take my last breath

But I'm here tryna fly off on a fast jet

Swerving through traffic wondering how I ain't crash yet

Not one to judge, not to judge all these fuckin' people

Some poor, some silver spoon how the fuck we all equal

An epidemic, some friends playin wit that damn needle

A movie I seen too many times I should own regal

Betrayal, like damn it be really yo own people

I wanted to hold her hand but she don't like the beetles

Fear of my own imagination this a damn sequel

Pay attention when you don't help how they all treat you

How ironic and now I'm the bad guy

Why I'm distant from everybody you shouldn't ask why

I don't even get mad when I see her ass cry

I'm a different breed of **** nothin like your last guy

Listening to 90s music yea my favorite past time

But y'all never see the real me everyone has bad eyes

My life filled many complications, you say

You'll help me but you Afraid of my confrontation

But I ain't mad

I ain't mad

I ain't mad

Cause no one understands

It only matters when I give a helping hand

I just wish I had someone I could call for

God can't help you'll never catch me on all fours

Why hail somethin' I don't know is true

And anytime you question it God he will punish you

To me that's worse than I will ever be (Ever be, ever be)

I take my anger our on people close to me (Close to me, close to me)

But never put their lives in jeopardy

And the way that I feel

I should already be a celebrity

I'm always tryna make a better me

I don't need your advice don't try and lecture me

Put yo faith in people and that's when shit fall

Couldn't trust that girl alway goin through withdrawals

In front of me I put up that thick wall

To make sure I don't walk around lookin' like a sick dog

But at the same time I know that I'm a sick dog

Cause I don't want love

I'm just tryna get in a bitch drawls

I don't even care if this a hit dog

Just know if I die I don't know if I'll miss y'all

Wait, how can I really think after death

It's probably the same feeling that a **** have after sex

Which is no feeling at all

Wondering how the fuck a **** even got involved

With a person I don't even like to call

I make sure I stay in and Im walk-in tall

You create big problems when you thinking small

(Thinking small, thinking small, thinking small)

I don't want nothing to do

With these people at all